Film & Music


breaks ground in both style and content, as it is a fictional sequel to Cris Mazza’s 2014 memoir, Something Wrong With Her. A  woman locked in a lifelong struggle to understand her sexual dysfunction: lack of desire and arousal, and completely anorgasmic.

In 2015, filmmaker Frank Vitale selected Something Wrong With Her to be the background & foundation of a unique feature film project. The film is a fictional sequel to the memoir, but the people, their backgrounds, conflicts, anxieties and viewpoints are all “real.” Filmed in 2015 without a script, Anorgasmia is available for rent or purchase on DVD.

 In her 50s, Cris has recently reunited with a boy from her youth who shares the origins of her sexual struggles. When
her sex-life and negative body image don’t improve, she decides to find out what it feels like to be perceived in public as not-a-woman. She finds there are some questions that cannot be answered, and some answers that must simply be accepted.




Time Stroll


A novel is like classical music: the composer is in control of the melody, the counter-melodies, the harmony, the developmental modulations through key changes, the tempo and rhythm.  Each performance will sound basically the same although listeners may be able to hear nuanced alterations in interpretation, and each listener will pick up on varied aspects that speak to him/her differently. In jazz the composer may start out being in control of the melody – although not really, as jazz players will seldom just play the notes as written, will usually immediately tease and tinker with them. The jazz composer also can’t maintain absolute control of the rhythm – any composition can be changed to samba or basa nova or up-tempo.  The chord changes?  Miles Davis was known to alter the chord changes to suit what he wanted to do.  Every time the piece is performed, it’s a brand new experience: tempo, harmony, structure, duration, and especially the improvised solos – all are developed each time by the particular musicians who perform.  Every time surprising, every time different, based on new emotions and discoveries.  I hope this book is more like jazz than like a novel.

—From the foreword of Something Wrong With Her

In 2010, Jadid Ibis Productions and Cris Mazza commissioned jazz and P1000667fusion composer Van Decker to write a 3-movement jazz suite as the soundtrack for Something Wrong With Her.  Van and Mark Rasmussen – the MarkR who appears throughout Something Wrong With Her – were both members of Standing Room Only, a jazz combo in Southern California.  Van started the composition that became Time Stoll by reading excerpts from the manuscript. As Van completed each movement and lay down tracks for the rhythm and chords, Mark met him inDCF 1.0Sax May 2013 his studio to record the tenor saxophone solos.  When all the tracks were laid – including Van’s lyrical solos on guitar and piano – Cris went to the studio to record the spoken parts.

Time Stroll is taken from two jazz terms used as subtitles in the book:

Time feel: “(1) the subjective impression of the beat and how long a bar is, or the emotional quality of the rhythm.”
Stroll: “Omit the piano. A soloist (on a horn) strolls when he plays for a time with bass and drums only (or maybe the pianist strolls outside to have a smoke).”

The Jazz Piano Study Letter

Time Stroll is available as a download.